Its seems like everyone out there having the same problem like me.
Thus trying to forget you seems impossible.
I found it quite stupid of me carrying your photo in my wallet all the time, looking it at every time I misses you so much, but couldnt find the courage to give you a call, text you or even meeting you up.
Reason I tried to shut you off my life, deleting your facebook and our blog, and also removed your contact from my phone, because I cant stand to see the absence of me in your life. But everytime I would encounter your date with him which really pissed me off.
Till now, what could be the best thing in my life?
I am so tired, I am so worn out, I am so lost, living my life without direction I ever wanted to.
I realised I wasnt in full confidence as I used to be,
I wasnt in that good looking anymore.
Irony in life, people who spent years in your life, now became stranger to you,
no text,
no call,
no meet up,
no date,
totally breaking off contact with you.
Tell me how is that norm of life, or just the nature of relationship?
I wish I never once started with you, because what you left me just nightmare, pain and hurt which I found no way of getting rid of it.
How is that even possible?
I wish we never did...
